比一比屬龍的我

有多準呢?

屬龍的人性格很奇怪,有時候超愛說話,有時候可以一天不說話
高興的時候,會拼命的說話, 不高興的時候,一句話也不說。橘子: 嗯丫!


屬龍的人不愛記仇,但誰對他好誰對他不好,他還是記得很清楚的 。
屬龍的把真實的自己藏於半夜的寂靜和午夜明朗的笑聲中。橘子: 差不多啦...

屬龍的最注重的就是安全感.希望被保護,卻常常是一個人。
屬龍的不容易愛上一個人，但一旦愛上便很難自拔;一旦受傷，總是被傷的很深。橘子: 又中了.

屬龍的是個很愛撒嬌的孩子、總是很依賴別人 。橘子: 是有一點點啦.
屬龍的喜歡海。

喜歡顧影自憐.喜歡自己舔傷口。
屬龍的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他們會突然在大笑中沉默,感覺悲傷。橘子: (點頭).

屬龍的心裡想什麼從來不說.別人也猜不到。橘子: 別人也理解不了,還不如不說.
屬龍的嘴上說不在乎、心裡卻早已悲涼,心裡的那把火早已熄滅 。橘子: 有時是心軟吧.

屬龍的選擇了沉默、不再像以前那樣摯熱的去追求某樣東西 。橘子: 慢慢在改了,只是沒人問就不說了.
屬龍的總是很愛回憶,回憶以前的點點滴滴,以前的大小事,只是默默的想著。橘子: 回憶時有很多感嘆的. 多數是在扦悔.

屬龍的人天生敏銳，與生具備的第六感。對人的內心有超乎尋常的洞察力，會把這些東西放在心裡，可以把你的眼神、內心看得很清楚，但卻不會告訴你，他用旁觀的態度判定虛偽 。橘子: 不過很多時候都看錯了.

屬龍的人不懂甜言蜜語，不屑拍馬屁 。橘子: 這是老實.
屬龍的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人 。橘子: 那些叫噁心.

屬龍的人不會真的發火，就算生氣，也很快忘記！橘子: 真的會發火,不過也想快點和解.
屬龍的人只對真正懂他的人，展示他的創造性，他的情緒。橘子: 越來越少了.其實是沒幾個.

他變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視，當他越是沉默，就代表他越是生氣 。
屬龍的人可能看起來很凶，其實內心是最柔軟的 。

屬龍的人看起來很冷淡，但那只是保護自己的方法 。
屬龍的人很重視友情，但被傷害後絕對不再友善 。橘子: 第一次是不小心,第二次是對不起,第三次是當我是笨蛋.

屬龍的人很容易被感動，但感動中又保有理智 。橘子: 那叫感性.
屬龍的人可能看起來很堅強，其實是最脆弱的 。橘子: 這是柔中帶剛.

屬龍的人可能很愛哭，但他的哭並不代表認輸 。橘子: 有時無是亂想也有不同的收獲.
屬龍的人可能看起來很笨，其實大智若愚 。橘子: 最對的一句!! XD

屬龍的人可能做事很毛躁，但內心很細心 。橘子: 要看什麼事嘍.
屬龍的人天生敏感和細膩，卻會用心鑒定 。橘子: 除了無聊的.

屬龍的懦弱，受了傷之後，只知道躲在無人的地方獨自哭泣 。橘子: 不是情傷喔. 只是自己扦悔的傷.

屬龍的虛偽，明明已經心痛到無法呼吸，還要在最愛的他面前假裝堅強；不輕易讓任何人走進他自己獨自的世界. 橘子:有些事自己知道就好.

屬龍的笑容，無論開心或者悲傷，都是一臉笑容。笑容，是他們偽裝自己最好的武器。橘子: 我是懶惰換表情.
屬龍的眼淚，從不輕易讓人看見，他的淚，從來只有他知道。只是，誰又知道，在笑臉背後，埋藏的是深深的悲傷，笑的越開心，傷的越深 。橘子: 還是那句,自己知道就好.

屬龍的退縮， 屬龍的，永遠不會輕易說愛或者喜歡。除非真的喜歡到了極點，否則，要表白幾乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，就是不遺餘力的付出，即使知道這樣做換來的結果可能是深深的傷害…橘子: 要就不愛,不然就愛到底.

屬龍的，永遠只可能做同一件事兩次，表白也一樣，同一個人，只可能聽到最深的表白兩次，兩次之後，就是絕對的安靜了…即使仍然深愛著，也沒有勇氣再說第三遍我愛你…不能重複一件事第三次 。橘子: 想搞點新意而以.

屬龍的愚蠢，不懂的怎麼挽回深愛的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈禱。
受了傷的屬龍的，只會在角落獨自忍受錐心的痛。

屬龍的：
體貼第一名，橘子: 既然愛到底了.
愛吃第一名，橘子: 偏食的愛吃才對.
愛家第一名，橘子: 一點點宅男的意思嗎?
孝順第一名，橘子: 現在做的都是為了他們能更好. 讓他們不必擔心.
多愁善感第一名。橘子: 難聽一點就是愛哭包. 

管不了

窮的定義, 因人而不同.

我覺得,

有能力的人, 才能批評該能力的好壞.

如果你連自己想要都還辦不到, 根本沒有資格說別人做的什麼什麼, 是不好的, 不應該之類的.

別人怎樣不代表你必須怎樣, 反過來也一樣.

為甚麼一定要跟著傳統那樣生活呢.

所謂, "世事無絕對". 

相信自己總比誤信他人來得好.

改一改, 只要不影響其他人就好了.

人生計算機

不知不覺也做了快3個月的工了.
目前還覺得工作其實並不差.
雖然有時還是會嘮叨兩句,
不過到後來還是明白每件事還是要一步一步來.

定了很久的目標,依然沒看到什麼進展.
是現在走錯了嗎?
還是自己已經不再奢望未來了.

真想知道別人規劃的生活是怎樣的.
最近都聽人家說怎樣怎樣好難...這樣這樣就該滿足了.
是我嚮往得太遠了嗎?
怎樣才算現實的人生呢?

有沒有人生計算機呢?
多少分才算標準呢?
分數超過了別人會說你想太多了嗎?

未來的人生看不透, 至少自己要爭取不會後悔的結局啊!

最近看到大家都愛來愛去...好悠哉啊...
大家都說, "你為甚麼不找個啊?"

還是那幾句...

對我來說,居然還沒遇到最愛的,就隨緣吧.
反正現在也沒能力愛呢...
那樣總比自找麻煩好吧.

那麼,
明天開始再加油吧!!!
(一定要儘快完成手上的Project啊!!!)

Have you cried before?

Someone asked me this today, but I did not really reply with the answer deep in my heart. I wish I could reply with a really clear answer. Well, I just don't think that anyone will understand how I felt when I was crying at the back of the world.

I cried because I miss my home.
I cried because I regret.
I cried because I worry about the future.
I cried because I still cannot decide for the future.
I cried because I am still out of the track to my future path.
I cried because I still don't know what they want.
I cried because I took a wrong move in a relationship.
I cried because I think I had make a move that is better to remain the current than re-correcting.
I cried because I am too emotional.
I cried because I have too many things that I can never share with someone else.
I cried because I am still here without the control of variables when the world are still changing as it should.
I cried because I think too much?
... ...
... ...

My world was just too hard to be described with words.

红线呢~？

愛∞無限－梁景皓篇

愛∞無限－宋瑞恩篇

愛∞無限－李民碩篇

片头曲：我们都怕痛

也许是怕了，也许是不想再痛了...

找寻中的位子

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的。这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。

男孩子20岁左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子，这时什么都没有，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找着自己的位置，所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走过，女孩将永远幸福下去。

男孩子的部分还真对了，我还在努力的找寻自己的位置呢。

Funemployed by Wong Fu Productions

The recent web series produced by one of my favorites Youtube channel - Wong Fu Productions with 11 episodes.

I like it because these guy are creative in which way you can see some not so common jokes.

Watch the rest from their site.

The Gamer's Day After Games

It has been quite some times since my last played, with a group of new friends in a CC. I can never forget the emotion expressed by the gamers after the game. You can hardly differentiate the difference between 2 gamers after their games.

1. Start the conversation, about the games. Excitingly.
2. Begin with the last game.
3. If lose, blame the imba'ness of other team/heroes.
4. If win, talk about your every moves in the games and laugh at the guy you just pawned in the games.
5. Laugh by the other guy that pawned you in the games.
6. Emo a while when people say you took some wrong moves in the games.
7. Discuss about the strategy and plan on how to revenge this sort of game. Usually you will ask the most pro sifu in the team.
8. Continue with earlier games, if there is one.
9. Repeat step 3 to 8 for this game.
10. Back to step 2, and express it with a even more exciting emotion.
11. Restart everything until its time to go home.

What else, the memories are sweet. :)

November's Playlist

The only song that is looping infinitely in my playlist for this month. The chorus just non-stop playing in my mind.

蘇打綠 sodagreen-無眠（國語版）MV 官方完整版

無眠

詞：吳青峰 曲：史俊威

今夜的月光超載太重

照著我一夜哄不成夢

每根頭髮都失眠

天空他究竟在思念誰

是不是都和我一樣

揮不去昨日甜美的細節

才讓今天又淪陷

你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺

固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退

曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園

把你的一切 都種在這個地點

卻像魚 守在裡面

（卻是魚 守在裡面）

（像條魚 守在裡面）

（守著幻影 葬在裡面）

不管要多少時間多少眼淚多少落空來等待

不管你是不是會回來

其實我也不明白 為什麼如此傻傻地期盼

你是我僅有的愛

Is that a lie? or hope.

Sometimes I felt that I am telling a lie, telling things that I somehow in some stage of my life will feel this might not be possible to accomplish. In short, these are just a dream. To be honest, I told many things I am hoping for, to happen, maybe, in the future, or never.

People tend to tell me what possible and what not possible, I appreciate your advices. But, I am kind of optimistic. Its either do it till the best, or stop it.

I am just trying to struggle through the hard time and try my best, at least they are not exactly a "dream" to me, at least to me, right now, I think.

Evidence spotted! Time Machine in the future?

This is not about how Doraemon is found or how Doraemon comes out from your drawer. Back to the title, do you ever believe that in one day we will have this thing called "Time Machine" to travel around the past and future?

Seriously, based on the little thing I know (well, at least some overview theories about time and speed), I don't quite believe if this is possible. 

Let's make a small example, if there is a Time Machine, will you use it to go back to meet yourself in the past to aid "yourself"? Why not when it can make your life better? But theres an issue here, have you recently met someone else that looks like what you see in the mirror now? I don't know but I think I have not since I am not someone that keep "scanning for myself" all the time while walking around.

Case #2. Any changes made through the history is what something make you to be the you "now". So, any result based on the changes you made to the past is already applied to what you are currently with. Thus, the past can be changed, but the "current" would not be affected by your changes. This is because "it is the changes that you made to the past created the current you."

Both cases is referring to the past, but what about the future? Well, I can't explain about the future.

But, on the other hand, while seeing through all the happening since the human evolution, you will never know what is going to happen in the next 10 years, just like you never know anything about the modern technology 10 years ago. So, this is the evidence:

Weekly World News during year 1918

Taken from: http://hilobrow.com/2010/10/28/another-pluperfect-pda/ 

I don't know if the picture itself is somehow edited and "photoshop'ed" by some superb graphic designer, but what will you do if such really thing exists? I am sorting priorities... Just too many to be changed.

So you like to "bromance"

I know I was too quiet during the Halloween, but I just don't feel right. Hmm... Why is it so? And keep getting feeling like, "You don't feel attracted with these hot chicks?", "Oh man, are you serious?", "Stop acting so cool". So what?

"Maybe I am little bit of workaholic now?", this is how I feel... ok or not? I just want to relax.

And to think of it further, I saw this something really yucks... I think... I will just stay alone for sometimes to make sure I am not one of these.

"You mind if I bromance you?". Oh shiet, stop it. I am not gay. 

Oh!? The very first post

What do you expect to see here? I think a lot, but still, I have no idea, and it's really depends on how you think. The only thing I can remind now is I created this the day after our time at Euphoria.

Guess whose that

What's not depend on something else. Although its easy to fall, still there are NO why you should stay dependent all the way. But, can you lives independently yet? I just not sure where to start...